Her wings are torn, My baby's dead. [entries|friends|calendar] Sarah-Kate NAVIGATE Info Dates Friends INFO Born Sarah-kate, Called 'Sez' Or 'Sezzabell' By Friends. Gemini, 17. Fine art & textiles student. Learning to play acoustic guitar. Loves art & music. Loves the beaches in Cornwall. Has a lovely boyfriend who looks after her. Free spirited just like her mom ♥. CREDITS coding by: cleversleazoid edited by: tokyoscene [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[14 Sep 2005|10:28am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | none ] So we're back at college. And after taking a long time to settle in and make friends last year, My whole college life has been disrupted. Theres all these new people, and not many of them look friendly. I know I shouldn't judge, but they all have this scawl on their faces. I'm just finding it hard, i'm been split up from my best friends, And I feel quite lonely and bitter. Hopefully in 5 weeks we will be back together. Also, Alex's ex girlfriend is there too. I ''met'' her at leeds. I say ''met'' because she didn't talk or even look at me, but I know who she is. I don't think she knows who I am. She looks like a right snobby 'mare. Anyways, its making me freak out, her being there. Everyone I tried to talk to about her has said how lovely she is and that we'd get on. I don't want to be her fucking friend. I feel like I've got be to better than her and prove myself to people. Maybe I just want to be the center of attension. I'm the green eyed monster who hates people she doesn't know, and can't let go of the past, even if it wasn't hers. It feels like everyone thinks shes some sort of princess, and I want to be special too. I am to alex, but I keep thinking, that if I were her friend, they'd somehow fall in love again. He tells me how bad the relationship was, and how I'm everything he ever wanted, but I still feel bitter towards her, and paranoid. Also, I feel like the lecturers don't take us seriously. They go on about how art is their life and we don't understand that because its just college to us, like we have no passion for it. I know there are people on the course like that. But I know for a fact that I'm not like that, I'm always creating, always have been always will be. And I know jeebsy is the same. So they should take us seriously and realise that art is our life too. comment

[07 Sep 2005|10:40pm] [ mood | jealous ] [ music | none ] I'm so mad. Katiejane has made a solo album. If you preorder a copy you get her dvd of films and book of art too. It costs about £40 with p&p. Theres no way I can afford that. And when I can, they'll be gone. Thats right, theres only 300. 100 were sold today. comment

[04 Sep 2005|02:48pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Kimya Dawson // I'll never forget ] I have this nasty chest infection. I must have caught it in leeds. Lots of infectious people around. Its making my asthma bad. Sometimes its hard to breathe. I watched the news, New Orleans is everywhere. Theres so many people dying, and crying. Lots of poor dear children. It looks awful. I heard a woman on the radio say that she saw 3 or more new born babies in the hospital. They have been born to this chaos. It seems so sad. I feel like I can't do a thing to help. I have no money to donate. I saw a pertission about it yesterday. I couldn't sign because I couldn't donate any money. It must have made me look so shallow. But I really don't have a penny. Since I packed in work things have been real tight, and I've applied for jobs, but no one wants partimers anymore. I can't imagine how scared the people trapped must feel. how hungry they are, how thirsty they are. I really wish I could help. Here it feels like no one cares, I haven't really seen anyone organising fund raisers or anything. No one seems to be talking about it. Thats stafford for you. Bunch of wankers. comment

my shoes [30 Aug 2005|05:05pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | bad religion // infected ] Alex and I decorated my fake converse, lookie ^.^ 1 | comment

[30 Aug 2005|10:31am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | adam green / Emily ] I had a really fun time at leeds. I saw loads of great bands, but my favourite was adam green <3 I've never seen him live before and it was awesome. The band were really tight & the gig felt really intimate because it was in a smaller tent. He got some girls to get up on stage and jump around like bunnies. Then he hugged and kissed them after. I wish I could have been a bunny. I watched Foo Fighters on the last night. The day before it had been 2 years since Leon died & I felt sad & strange because it doesn't seem like so long ago & everythings changed in those 2 years. Anyways, Foo Fighters played ''Times like these'' Which is what was played at leons funeral. I cried my heart out, wishing he could see them too. It was beautiful tho, seeing it live & knowing it was his favourite song & maybe he was even watching too. The markets were good too. I got a patchwork blanket on the first night which kept us really warm. The oxfam tent was selling them to raise money/awareness to ''make fair trade'' & Everyone was buying them. Its nice to know some old ladies have sat there making these thousands of blankets for us. I also got a purple zip up top which has flowers on it. Its real pretty. I'm glad I'm home now. Its so nice to have a shower & feel clean, and sleep in my own bed. I'm sick of the smell of weed & poppers. I don't use drugs & when I was watching Adam Green this crazy stoned girl shoved poppers under my nose. As you can imagine I wasn't happy. She could have asked me first so I could say ''No Way!'' My nose & scalp got burnt. My scalp did because I had my hair in braids. MY feet, shoulders & back kill from the heavy bags. But I had a wonderful time. We'll go again next year. .ox comment

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